Dear little pea,
It’s the weekend and I’m still not well enough to go out properly, though I can happily report that at the moment I can walk around the house without my head spinning so that’s a plus.
I’ve stayed in my pjs pretty much all day, watched a movie in bed and cried over the smallest insignificant details, probably for the millionth time this week. Everything is 1000x more emotional at the moment so I have literally no idea how the next few months will pan out! If I can stay afloat and not drown in a pool of my tears before then 😂
Your grandparents came over this afternoon though and we finally told them!
They were surprised but happy 🙂
Here’s how we told them 😀
I was so nervous and it was all quite overwhelming. I’m not sure if it’s me and how I’m feeling at the moment but I don’t 100% feel that people are excited for us; being either slightly negative vibes or feeling judgmental thoughts. It makes me feel bad about myself , upsets me and makes me not want to ever tell anyone else. I want everyone to be as excited as I am and just be supportive but I just don’t get that feeling 😔 You’re already changing my life for the better and I cannot fathom how anyone would not understand that.
This evening has brought my mood down a little so I think I may go to bed.
Love always, mumma xox
Your tiny spleen, which helps to act as a blood filter, is now appearing in your little body.